Wonderful World

I've got a new job, working at Comet. I start on the 23rd of July and I'm nervous but also excited. It gets me away from cleaning at the BBC which was definately getting me totally down of late, and gets me away from the hassles it entails.

But today I'm slightly... well... I'm down. I don't know why, I think it's been rolling this way and suddenly today it's hit me. I'm down, low to the ground. I was looking at my life last night, do I have one? Have I made a difference? Does anyone notice me?

I write about how even a small action can change someone else's life and therefore you're always doing something, but what if my life is just that? Making others get to their place. What if I don't have a path? I'm just seriously down... :(