Dying Inside

Work is really getting me down seriously, especially after Thursdays meeting where my "standards have dropped" and I have to put a "smile on for people". It's seriously annoying me and I so wanna leave, up sticks and go. Whichever job wants me first, I'm theres no matter what. I'd wish the Guides positions became available but... I'll be wishing a while I suspect.

I'm just honestly feel like I'm dying inside. Slowly but surely my life is being drained away. I've got tons of debt, £300 on my Mastercard, and I can't seem to shift it. I'm gonna have to go into prostitution I feel :) Will anyone want this body? :)